My Thoughts and You Know I Have Them and Need To Share

As I am sure you have noticed by now, I like to just post my random thoughts and feelings as they come to me. Often times it is just a jumble of words and sentences that I like to pretend make sense and you all seem to either go along with it or skip reading. This is going to be another one of those random jumbles. YAY! Or BOOO! Whatever you want.

My wonderful traveling companion left today. I was going to hold her hostage, but she has work on Monday and I don’t have the funds to take care of her and myself. It makes me a bit sad to again be alone. (OMG cutest baby ever is here in Costa with me! Awwwwwwwwww! It is soooo tiny! OK FOCUS) I am not really alone yet though. I am lucky enough to have a friend here in the UK willing to house me until I leave for Spain in a few days. That is when I will actually be alone. As it stands, I am sad. Last week I said good bye to my tour family and then this week I said good bye to part of the tour family that we met up with again and this morning I said good bye to my travel buddy! It is just an endless cycle of good byes! Granted in about 7 weeks, I move in with my travel buddy. But that doesn’t make up for the fact that she left! Hurumph! I am excited of the prospects of going to New Zealand next year and meeting up with the tour family once again! HUZZAH!!!! HUZZAH!!!! But that is in A YEAR OR SO!!!!! Gosh that seems so far away! How am I to survive? Anyway we have sort of already covered this topic, so I will now leave it alone (well at least for this post).

On continues my pity party. I am sick. Not like a deathly ill or lifelong disease or anything remotely serious, but in a feel like my head will explode shortly before or after my lungs are coughed up sort of way. Now in all honesty, I am doing fine with the miracle of drugs (legal ones of course!). I just don’t really have a voice and my nose is a faucet full of ick. It also sort of sounds like I have the plague. This may or may not be the case, I haven’t really been paying attention (Oh hey! What is that black thing on my arm? Oh it is just a mole nevermind). This is also probably the worst I have ever looked except for the photos of me sleeping with my mouth open. My eyes look like they have sunk as far into my face as humanly possible and I constantly look like Rudolph with my bright red nose. Add to that my current hunched back and my lack of energy to lift my feet. In short terms: I could easily pull of being a zombie with no work done on me whatsoever. When I called my mother a few nights ago, I am pretty sure she thought I was sick enough sounding to be hospitalized. But I am not and refuse to get to be that bad! I have a month and seven days to travel and spend whatever is left in my accounts and I don’t want to spend anymore on being sick!

Fun fact: I cannot remember my pin numbers for my old cards and my UK accounts are down to the last few pennies. Hahahaha whoops! Kids let this be a lesson for you: stick to your budget. If you don’t, you are pretty much screwed! Btw, does anyone know how many attempts can be made guessing a pin number until they shut down your c